Uff! This year is ending and is the time to look forward and make a little evaluation about it, about my academic year, my first year in the university, and realise about the great, the awfull, difficult and easy things.
This all new experience starts on January, when I was noticed that I'd get to this university, so I was so excited about it, first because is a big thing to have the possibility to do it, I know are a lot of people out there waiting to have an opportunity like this one, and in second place I was expecting about it, because I didn't know how it'll be this year, and don't even knew if I gonna love my carreer, and if It was what I wanna do for the rest of my life.
I can say that in some way, I passed for different feelings about the university and my carreer. At the beggining, in March, I hated every single thing related to this, because I missed everything, the school, my friends, my time, and I don't really liked my carreer, but at the time goes by, I started to falling in love with Obstetrics, I realised that I love babies, and at the same time I realised that is a really important thing to me, be able to help others and in some way, to contribute to make this world better.
In another aspect, at first I had problems adapting me to the rhythm of the university, but then, I got over and everything started to be "easier", I started to enjoy the university and all that entails. At the same time, I was part of the "Ballet Folckorico de Chile" Bafochi, so in some way, my life was run from side to side, however, I was able to do both and I enjoyed doing it. It was hard but fun.
Now, sometimes, I miss to be part of the ballet, but is then, when I think that is better this way, so I can focus in my studying.
So, anyway I think this has been a crazy year, full of new things: stress, happiness, friendship, frustration, "madness", caos, crying, new people, new teachers, new things to learn, visits to clinical fields, and a lot of thing that I could be listing for ever. I can say that, nevertheless, this has been a great year, in which I learned about myself, I learned to be more autonomous, more independent, and above all, I feel I am spreading my wings, I have begun to shape my future,and that, though perhaps my performance lately, my grades, were not expected, in some way, I am happy about everything. :)
Hace 15 años